Assalamualaikum
Okay, nie post pertama saya selepas memulakan alam buruh di sebuah audit firm. Yap, bekerja sememangnyacabaran yang maha lain dari bila saya tengah belajar, bila bekerja, saya boleh lihat, ada beberapa company berstatus perbadanan dan syarikat milik ahli politik yang kian bankrap dan ingin ditutup. Audit report yang dilihat menunjukkan data, adayang berhutang dengan wang rakyat @ KWSP, kemudian KWSP pula memberi surat tiada sebarang tuntuan berkaitan syarikat ahli politik tersebut. Hah, amount up to 19000 and above, for some orang kaya, they will said, ' pergi mamposlah amount kecik je, untuk orang miskin macam aku nieaku akan anggap defak KWSP boleh buat tak tau dengan amount nie??
Ini tulisan bila saya mula membaca mengenai political ekonomi, bila saya memahami kenapa pas takkan maju kehadapan sekiranya hanya melaungkan islam, mengharamkan itu ini, tanpa bercerita mengenai ekonomi dan lagenda keburukan rasuah dan penyelewengan. Bila saya faham negara kebajikan juga adalah mengenai ekonomi, bukan ekonomi orang islam, tapi ekonomi rakyat
Jom pergi kepada point saya, politikal ekonomi, yap, teori yang saya baru realiza akan kebenarannya. Teori nie makin hebat bila Mat sabu diangkat jadi timbalan presiden PAS, makin hebat bila ulamak dan mufti tau diorang bercakap untuk dapat duit @ tak hilang jawatan.
Tak kira sama ada UMNO, PAS,PKR,MCA,MIC,DAP,SUPP, SAP, or any puki that i left, semua nya menuju ke arah satu, iaitu perebutan tampuk pemerintahan. Dan seorang pemerintah ganjaran terbesar dia buan dia boleh arahkan tentera g berperang atau bagi amaran rakyat jangan sertai perhimpunan bersih, tapi menguasai punca ekonomi. Galian gas, petrolem, air elektrik, tnb tm petronas, syabas bank, dan macam2 institusi lagi. Itu lah punca utama, sebab bila jadi pemerintah, aku percaya, kalau anda dapat penuhi permintaan rakyat, anda takkan dipertikai anda ni islam atau melayu lagi. Sebab anda dah ada pemimpin yng penuhi keperluan dunia anda.
Cuba hantar mahathir atau rosmah jadi perdana menteri kat negarayang koring kontang, saya yakin mereka pasti takkan bersetuju dengan mudah, sebab tanpa resources ekonomi, perjalan pentadbiran akan jadi bebal sebab tak penuhi keperluan manusia. Takkan diorang jaga atau tolong negara takda potensi ekonomi sebab susah nak agihkan kewangan, nak ikut cakap RonaldKeagen untuk penswastaaan pon susah. So bersyukur lah mereka menjadi orang besarkat Malaysia dengan macam macam sumber duit ada, sila tanya mahathir apakah dia dah bantu anaknya hari dia jadi perdana menteri, tanya najib dia da bg dana berapa kat CIMB untuk bangun balik, tanya pasalTRICUBES yang pemegang sahamnya adalah CIMbgroups? Fine, mahathir maybe anda boleh cakap dia dah bertaubat sebab banyak melabon pasal islam sejak Pas mula tukar slogan kepada negara kebajikan.
Economy memg about money. Semuanya sebab duit. Mahathir takkan menswstakan TNB dengan niat ' hanya kerana Allah Taala', rosmah dan najib tak pergi khazakhstan cakap persidangan WIEF yang mana penaja WIEF nie sume syarikat dari Malaysia, dan thats so fuck up bila dikatan 'kebetulan tarikh persidangan WIEF dan hari melamar orang kazakhstan jatuh pada hari yang sama. Raja Petra selalu cakap'Faith is the exeption for the absent of evidence.Dengan kata lain, manusia terlalu percaya sangat pada takdir dan kebetulan samapai malas berfikir akan logik akal dan gunakan fikrah dia.
Menyedari saya juga hidup dalam ekonomi kapitalis amat penting. Memahami yang setiap perkara yang dicanang adalah demi duit dan keperluan amat penting. Start enjin nak pergi kerja dengan niat hanya kerana Allah Taala, then showoff, kenapa? sebab nak nampak mulia, paling good pon start ejin kereta pergi kerja anda kata demi duit dan ekonomi, demi anda dapat berkahwin dengan couple anda,demi dapat tempat kat tempat anda praktikal tu.
Memahami ekonomi kapitalis tak susah. KPI dia adalah memaksimumkan keuntungan, cerita keuntungan untuk siapa selepas pemegang saham cerita kedua, janji buat keuntungan dulu untuk mendapat tempat. Kalau untung untuk rakyat, pasti SYabas and syarikat air Melaka tak naikkan tarif air sesuka hati. Sedangkan keperluan asas nie sepatutnya diberi secara dan berkadar rendah kepada pengguna kerana tanpa air anda tak boleh amik air sembahyang, anda tak leh minum dan makan, anda tak boleh nak mandi wajib lagi.
Sistem yang berpaksi keuntungan bukan pada zaman ini, tapi dari zaman kesultanan lagi. Yang mana sultan sultan ini menganggap tanah tanah di semenanjung nie adalah milik mereka dan membelakangkan rakyat. Sultan tetap ada petugas yang kene memungut cukai dari tanah yang rakyat diami,dan budaya nie masih wujud hingga kini yang mana orang melayu masih menyanjung pemimpin yang merembat harta disana sini,pemimpin yang kata tanah air dan elektrik adalah hak milik kerajaan.Sistem cukai bukan diperkenalkan barat, tapi sejak sebelum jwwbirch kutip cukai kat orang pasir salak lagi,even orangbarat kutip cukai time tu, yang keluarkan duitnya tetap orang melayu waktu tu yang rata2 takda punca ekonomiyang stabil.So, tak da bezalah pemungut cukai Melayu dan orang barat, dengan melabon mereka adalah khilafah yang telah dilantik, maka rakyat pon patuh dan akur. Macam tanah kat kampung baru, yang terletak di tengah bandar sebelah KLCC, nak dimajukan, itu adalah lubuk duit, lubuk lebih bagus dari lubuk dinar dan emas, siapa dapat tanah tu, dia pasti pesaing baru dalam ekonomi Selangor.
Ac Mizal juga takkan joint UMno dan melaungkan semangat melayu kalau dia tak tau UMNO kawal segala perkara berkaitan ekonomi. DIa tau placing untuk market gelang dia akan lebih besar, dia boleh dapat tender kedai dengan senang, orang akan berhenti bercakap pasal gelaran dia yang betul ke tak sebab dia dah join UMNO.Surat khabar takkan bercerita lagi pasal gelaran Dato'dan gelangnya yang dibeli dengan nilai 7 ringgit malaysia kat AmerikaSyarikat.
So, harap saya dapt membuat intrepetasi yang betul mengenai ekonomi. Perebutan tampuk perintah adalah perebutan anda mengawal Ceo company dan tanah yang ada, mengawal punca ekonomi yang terbentang luas. Soalnya, apabila si politikus mengawal, adakah mereka akan menggunakan hasil itu untuk rakyat keseluruhannya atau kroni kroni mereka sahaja. Adakah mereka akan mengkaya kan Syed Mokhtar,VincentTan atau ananda Krishnan sahaja, atau memberi peluang kepada rakyat marhein untuk mengecapi kesenangan. Sebab itu Anwar Ibrahim bercerita mengenai Dasar Ekonomi, dia tidak peduli mengenai Altantuya dan Noh omar yang pernah ditahan pencegah maksiat. Dia tak peduli isteri najib jika slim macam ziana zain, tapi dia bercerita mengenai Rasuah, kroni, dan penyelewengan which is about ekonomi. Bukan seluar dalam orang lain dituduh dengan pecita air mani.
Macam Menteri pertahanan melabon marah kat Singapore bila pesawat dia lintas ruang udara malaysia, tapi Zahid Mahidi saya sumpah takkan berani melabon pasal tanah tudm sungai besi yang dimeterai dengan syarikat korporat dari singapore.
Contoh jelas? Ibrahim Ali suka melabon pasal cina itu ini dan ini tanah melayu, tapi dia tak pernah mengutuk lebai vincent tan yang kuasai 10% ekonomi Malaysia melalui berjaya holding and Genting, saya bersumpah dia takkan cakap, kerana Vincent TAn ada punca ekonomi yang besar kat Malaysia, dengan punca ekonomi besar, orang orang kaya ni mampu mengawal dan mengarah politikus. Orang kaya berduit nie kalau dia tarik balik bantuan pada politikus, sure politikus nie takkan ada nilai apape lagi sebab kehilangan punca ekonomi untuk bahagi kepada kroni atau pon kepada rakyat marhein.
P/s :Power of Politics means nothing, power of Economic give u everything
Sekian
AnakMudaDiary @P.M.A.C
i serve nuff nang
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
My Big day.
Those days comes again
Years by years
And this years it suddenly appeared
With me at my office
fak up!
i cant use my free calls!
Thx to those who wish
The days come
Some of my name such
abg rambut pacak
ahmad
ahchin
shazwan
sephia
birr
brr
bulu
telinga
It repeat again
its not my buffday really
it could be my bluffing day
hah
I'm suffocated
20 June
now me is 23 years live
me dont have any spec of dream
Coz me love to dream so much time
Best dream me have ever had?
World live harmonise
is it fak?
coz me am not dream of marrying a putri
or bidadari poyo yang bajet cantik
And faking berlagak yang
konon nak lelaki beriman baik dan soleh
dan kaya raya?
me dont give a damn bout that
Me wrote this again
at the time Me dont feel so happy
on this people call birthday
i dont care when i were born
I care when i will grab the
taste of freely freedom
Me just like a Birdday
means of freedom fly anywhere
Coz me now, me are
forced in the system
System that made me feel
Money are important
If not, we will be ignored
Me wants democracy
Me wants a freedom
Me wants socialisme
Thx for wish man
Thx for wish those frankies friends!
P/s : Freedom is the only present that i really expecting for, but like you said, something u expected suddenly will never appeared.Fukc!
Monday, June 6, 2011
Coretan Oleh seorang Porno
Entry pendek.
Gua copy dari TTGB, anyway, surat nie baut aku betul2 insaf dari tengok porno lagi. Macam aku selalu cakap, yang buat ini bukanlah gatal, tak tahan nafsu atau saja2 nak beromen, tapi ini disebabkan ekonomi. Dewa capitalis meminta rakyat naungannya bertakhta dengannya menggunakan duit, its money babe!. Ada kalangan mereka ibu yang cari rezeki untuk anak, bagi anak sekolah, ada juga yang cari duit untuk keperluan hidup. Dewa ekonomi yang memaksa mereka berekonomi begini, jika mereka tiada duit, tak bertempatlah juga mereka di dalam sistem ekonomi capitalist nie, jika mereka tiada payroll slip, habis dan punahlah keturunan mereka.
The Truth Behind the Fantasy of Porn
by
Shelley Lubben, Former Porn Actress
Dedicated to all the porn actresses who caught HIV, died from drug overdose and committed suicide.
Sex-packed porn films featuring freshly-dyed blondes whose evocative eyes say "I want you" is quite possibly one of the greatest deceptions of all time. Trust me, I know. I did it all the time and I did it for the lust of power and the love of money. I never liked sex. I never wanted sex, and in fact I was more apt to spend time with Jack Daniels than some of the studs I was paid to "fake it" with. That's right, none of us freshly-dyed blondes like doing porn. In fact, we hate it. We hate being touched by strangers who care nothing about us. We hate being degraded with their foul smells and sweaty bodies. Some women hate it so much they can be heard vomiting in the bathroom between scenes. Others can be found outside smoking an endless chain of Marlboro lights…
But the porn industry wants YOU to think we porn actresses love sex. They want you to think we enjoy being degraded by all kinds of repulsive acts. The truth, porn actresses have showed up on the set not knowing about certain requirements and were told by porn producers to do it or leave without being paid. Work or never work again. Yes, we made the choice. Some of us needed the money. But we were manipulated and coerced and even threatened. Some of us caught HIV as a result of that coercion. I personally caught Herpes, a non-curable sexually transmitted disease. Another porn actress went home after a long night of numbing her pain and put a pistol to her head and pulled the trigger. Now she's dead.
It's safe to say most women who turn to porn acting as a money-making enterprise, probably didn't grow up in healthy childhoods either. Indeed, many actresses admit they've experienced sexual abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse and neglect by parents. Some were raped by relatives and molested by neighbors. When we were little girls we wanted to play with dollies and be mommies, not have big scary men get on top of us. So we were taught at a young age that sex made us valuable. The same horrible violations we experienced then, we relive as we perform our tricks in front of the camera. And we hate every minute of it. We're traumatized little girls living on anti-depressants, drugs and alcohol acting out our pain in front of you who continue to abuse us.
As we continue to traumatize ourselves by making more adult films, we use more and more drugs and alcohol. We live in constant fear of catching AIDS and sexually transmitted diseases. Every time there's an HIV scare we race to the nearest clinic for an emergency checkup. Pornographers insist on giving viewers the fantasy sex they demand all the while sacrificing the very ones who make it happen. In other words, no condoms allowed. Herpes, gonorrhea, syphilis, chlamydia, and other diseases are the normal anxieties we walk around with daily. We get tested monthly but we know testing isn't prevention. Besides worrying about catching diseases from porn sex, there are other harmful activities we engage in that are also very dangerous. Some of us have had physical tearing and damage to internal body parts.
When porn actresses call it a day and head home we attempt to have normal healthy relationships, but some of our boyfriends get jealous and physically abuse us. So instead we marry our porn directors, while others prefer lesbian relationships. It's a real memory making moment when our daughter accidentally walks out and sees mommy kissing another girl. My daughter will vouch for that one.
On our days off we walk around like zombies with a beer in one hand and a shot of whiskey in the other. We aren't up to cleaning so we live in filth most of the time, or we hire a sweet foreign lady to come in and clean up our mess. Porn actresses aren't the best cooks either. Ordering in is normal for us and most of the time we throw up after we eat because we're bulimic.
For porn actresses who have children, we are the world's worst mothers. We yell and scream and hit our kids for no reason. Most of the time we are intoxicated or high, and our four year olds are the ones picking us up off the floor. When clients come over for sex, we lock our children in their rooms and tell them to be quiet. I used to give my daughter a beeper and tell her to wait at the park until I was finished.
The truth is there is no fantasy in porn. It's all a lie. A closer look into the scenes of a porn star's life will show you a movie that the porn industry doesn't want you to see. The real truth is we porn actresses want to end the shame and trauma of our lives but we can't do it alone. We need you men to fight for our freedom and give us back our honor. We need you to hold us in your strong arms while we sob tears over our deep wounds and begin to heal. We want you throw out our movies and help piece together the shattered fragments of our lives. We need you to pray for us so God will hear and repair our ruined lives.
So don't believe the lie anymore. Porn is nothing more than fake sex and lies on videotape. Trust me, I know.
www.shelleylubben.com to hear more pornstars share their experiences
P/s : Semoga mereka diberi perlindungan dan jalan yang memudahkan. Amin.
Pity the Damned
Anakmudadiary @ p.M.a.C
Gua copy dari TTGB, anyway, surat nie baut aku betul2 insaf dari tengok porno lagi. Macam aku selalu cakap, yang buat ini bukanlah gatal, tak tahan nafsu atau saja2 nak beromen, tapi ini disebabkan ekonomi. Dewa capitalis meminta rakyat naungannya bertakhta dengannya menggunakan duit, its money babe!. Ada kalangan mereka ibu yang cari rezeki untuk anak, bagi anak sekolah, ada juga yang cari duit untuk keperluan hidup. Dewa ekonomi yang memaksa mereka berekonomi begini, jika mereka tiada duit, tak bertempatlah juga mereka di dalam sistem ekonomi capitalist nie, jika mereka tiada payroll slip, habis dan punahlah keturunan mereka.
The Truth Behind the Fantasy of Porn
by
Shelley Lubben, Former Porn Actress
Dedicated to all the porn actresses who caught HIV, died from drug overdose and committed suicide.
Sex-packed porn films featuring freshly-dyed blondes whose evocative eyes say "I want you" is quite possibly one of the greatest deceptions of all time. Trust me, I know. I did it all the time and I did it for the lust of power and the love of money. I never liked sex. I never wanted sex, and in fact I was more apt to spend time with Jack Daniels than some of the studs I was paid to "fake it" with. That's right, none of us freshly-dyed blondes like doing porn. In fact, we hate it. We hate being touched by strangers who care nothing about us. We hate being degraded with their foul smells and sweaty bodies. Some women hate it so much they can be heard vomiting in the bathroom between scenes. Others can be found outside smoking an endless chain of Marlboro lights…
But the porn industry wants YOU to think we porn actresses love sex. They want you to think we enjoy being degraded by all kinds of repulsive acts. The truth, porn actresses have showed up on the set not knowing about certain requirements and were told by porn producers to do it or leave without being paid. Work or never work again. Yes, we made the choice. Some of us needed the money. But we were manipulated and coerced and even threatened. Some of us caught HIV as a result of that coercion. I personally caught Herpes, a non-curable sexually transmitted disease. Another porn actress went home after a long night of numbing her pain and put a pistol to her head and pulled the trigger. Now she's dead.
It's safe to say most women who turn to porn acting as a money-making enterprise, probably didn't grow up in healthy childhoods either. Indeed, many actresses admit they've experienced sexual abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse and neglect by parents. Some were raped by relatives and molested by neighbors. When we were little girls we wanted to play with dollies and be mommies, not have big scary men get on top of us. So we were taught at a young age that sex made us valuable. The same horrible violations we experienced then, we relive as we perform our tricks in front of the camera. And we hate every minute of it. We're traumatized little girls living on anti-depressants, drugs and alcohol acting out our pain in front of you who continue to abuse us.
As we continue to traumatize ourselves by making more adult films, we use more and more drugs and alcohol. We live in constant fear of catching AIDS and sexually transmitted diseases. Every time there's an HIV scare we race to the nearest clinic for an emergency checkup. Pornographers insist on giving viewers the fantasy sex they demand all the while sacrificing the very ones who make it happen. In other words, no condoms allowed. Herpes, gonorrhea, syphilis, chlamydia, and other diseases are the normal anxieties we walk around with daily. We get tested monthly but we know testing isn't prevention. Besides worrying about catching diseases from porn sex, there are other harmful activities we engage in that are also very dangerous. Some of us have had physical tearing and damage to internal body parts.
When porn actresses call it a day and head home we attempt to have normal healthy relationships, but some of our boyfriends get jealous and physically abuse us. So instead we marry our porn directors, while others prefer lesbian relationships. It's a real memory making moment when our daughter accidentally walks out and sees mommy kissing another girl. My daughter will vouch for that one.
On our days off we walk around like zombies with a beer in one hand and a shot of whiskey in the other. We aren't up to cleaning so we live in filth most of the time, or we hire a sweet foreign lady to come in and clean up our mess. Porn actresses aren't the best cooks either. Ordering in is normal for us and most of the time we throw up after we eat because we're bulimic.
For porn actresses who have children, we are the world's worst mothers. We yell and scream and hit our kids for no reason. Most of the time we are intoxicated or high, and our four year olds are the ones picking us up off the floor. When clients come over for sex, we lock our children in their rooms and tell them to be quiet. I used to give my daughter a beeper and tell her to wait at the park until I was finished.
The truth is there is no fantasy in porn. It's all a lie. A closer look into the scenes of a porn star's life will show you a movie that the porn industry doesn't want you to see. The real truth is we porn actresses want to end the shame and trauma of our lives but we can't do it alone. We need you men to fight for our freedom and give us back our honor. We need you to hold us in your strong arms while we sob tears over our deep wounds and begin to heal. We want you throw out our movies and help piece together the shattered fragments of our lives. We need you to pray for us so God will hear and repair our ruined lives.
So don't believe the lie anymore. Porn is nothing more than fake sex and lies on videotape. Trust me, I know.
www.shelleylubben.com to hear more pornstars share their experiences
P/s : Semoga mereka diberi perlindungan dan jalan yang memudahkan. Amin.
Pity the Damned
Anakmudadiary @ p.M.a.C
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